Thank you for inspiring me always, even if it very often hurt. I had a dream the other night. But it faded into the light. At first it was good but then it turn bad. I remember having been very sad. I was watching you. But you couldn't see me, no matter what I would do. I heard you speak, your voice I heard but of what I said you didn't hear a world. I saw you laugh not noticing me cry. I saw you yearn to live. you missed my wish to die. I listened carefully to what you said. And I memorized your words in my head. But when I wanted to talk you just turned away. As though you didn't care about what I said to you at first when I awake I sighed. But, then you realizing the truth I cried because I knew deep in my heart that my dream was but a dream in part and not so much a dream to me but my sad reality